The Good and the Bad

It's been a pretty dang decent 24 hours until just now.

Tammy and I went and played Bingo up at Tulalip last night for the first time. I threw a money spell that Raven taught me and covered Tammy's games, and she hit for $150. This was so fucking cool, I can't even tell you. Part of the spell is to let it go so you can help others, and it really worked. I was so surprised.

I then found out I was accepted into the Mourning Market November 14th show in Tacoma, and I couldn't be MORE THRILLED.

Then I called Raven to let her know that what she had taught me had worked, and I explained how it worked. She then told me that Lino had RSVP'd to the Halloween party, and he had plus one'd to the invite. My heart is in my toes. I am not ready to deal with Chelsea in person. I can admit that I hate that girl with all my heart. I do not want to see him actually with someone else-I can handle the poly scenario, but to have it within my sight distance is a little hard to stomach. I have to bring this up to him somehow, and I am not sure how.

I want to go. I will prolly make it happen so I *DO* go. And manage not to make it uncomfortable.

Eric says he knows that Lino is not over me, and I am not over him. But, what do I do in the meantime??